......and i should have known better when i found out i have to miss a  critical weekend for pam's wedding during the film festival

that's a god damn sign i guess



then i missed a movie this morning cuz my alarm was set for the fucking wrong time

and i just bought the tkt from a friend the night before, shit


so i thought, okay, let's see what else fits into my schedule, i'll just go to see whatever does

all sold out

every fucking movie that i'm interested in

is out


and this evening a retarded part-timer at the theater entrance ripped my tkt for tmr's movie 

it just feels like everything's against me

nothing's right!!!! damn!!!!



turns out i only got to see 2 movies this yr (if i didn't sleep late again tmr)

that's really a record low


anyway, fortunately, there r plenty of films also selected to be played in regular theaters too

although still, it doesn't feel the same but at least it guarantees a tkt if i really wanna see them

but i'm still pissed

i wanna see the festival! fuck!

it's become like a ritual to me already


shit



okay, since i categorized this one in "former dilettante" i guess i gotta say something meaningful about film rather than just keep nagging about tkt sold out

the movie i saw today is "you, the living!"

gee, it can't be more suitable to mention here!

cuz all this film is about is nothing but some ridiculous shit happens in life

things that r boring but inevitable

or something can't be negotiated

fate

right, that's fate

we r doomed to live with this shitty life, hoping to do better



and what can i say

it´s just life

así es la vida......




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